Energetic Debris of My Dark Night, Called Me Closer to My Mission
- Kristin Geeslin
- Oct 7
- 4 min read
Energetic Debris of My Dark NIght, Called Me Closer to My Mission
During the Spring of 2024 I was feeling a little “out of steam” with my Mindful Seer work, and really wasn’t sure where to go with it. Because my dark night, “spiritual emergence” and life changes, starting more than a decade earlier had happened unexpectedly at least to my conscious mind, I just had to ride the changes like I was on a white water rafting expedition. I had integrated some of what I experienced through my Voyager Tarot and ThetaHealing certifications, but really hadn’t had much free time or presence away from the intensity of those changes to deeply integrate what they meant for the coming years of my life.
When this “feeling out of steam” time showed up, I’d been working with clients offering counseling, intuitive readings, and energetic trauma clearing with my B.E.-I.S.M.™ Intuitive Development and Mindfulness Method for Human & Divine Connection for a number of years.
I watched the method assist many clients improve their work-life balance, traverse major life transitions and even navigate the emergence of unexpected spiritual experiences and intuitive or psychic gifts well enough to offer their gifts professionally themselves. Even though I was able to plot or strategize my “next steps," there was some kind of obstacle or sense of restriction impacting my plans. I knew for sure I wanted to create a deck to go with the system, and two levels of training certification, one for personal use and one for healing and seeing professionals. This restriction or block showed up in me as: lower energy, distraction, and feeling uninspired. I’d felt similar kinds of compassion fatigue, or a general need to freshen up how I was doing what I was doing, many times before over a 30 year career providing leadership and one on one guidance in workforce development, mental health and education settings. Something was different this time, there were unsettled elements that went really deep. Probably because so much had changed in such a relatively short period of time, most of which was not happening out of conscious choice or planning, but came from a deep impetus to align with deeper callings of my soul.
Just when I was starting to get really discouraged, one of my friends and soul sister priestesses.. offered to sponsor my participation in a chapter book writing project. I immediately recognized the answer to that question was YES. It was time for a new experience, challenge and opportunity. I’m so glad I said YES, because I learned so much about the value of participating in a longer term collaborative project, at the same time integrating the lingering feelings from a few aspects of the “dark night” that I had put on a shelf. Those feelings really needed dusting off, and a dose of compassionate presence. As the compassionate presence was given by me and my inner circle, the “unsettled and dust covered feelings like relics” evolved into peaceful acceptance in the present and some energy for the future. I managed to complete my chapter successfully. Once the chapter was published, I started to move ideas I’d been incubating into action. I began investing more fully in a sparkling future, and to invite more people into that future with me. To learn more about my path from “dark night of the soul” to creator of the “B.E-.I.S.M. Intuitive Development and Mindfulness Method For Human & Divine Connection”, check out my chapter in UNITY Shape Ideas Into Organized Action with Logic and Language. (Link Below)
In the chapter I share how as a 9 year old, I told a car full of friends and the neighborhood mom driving us home, that “I want to be a psychic psychologist when I grow up so I can still help people even if they had problems from past life times”. Interestingly, my parents were secular humanists and no one ever introduced me to the concept of prior lifetimes. I’m quite sure my aspiration came from remembrance from my own prior lifetimes, my own soul journey.
This year I added a certification in hypnosis to deepen the past life work I have been doing with ThetaHealing since 2016. This feels very aligned with original plans for my “work” this lifetime. I have also named the cards for my deck, enrolled in a program for creating online curricula as well as another program for integrating my relationship building with the legacy work I am creating around “The B.E-.I.S.M. Intuitive Development and Mindfulness Method for Human & Divine Connection.”
When you purchase UNITY: Shape Ideas into Organized Action with Logic and Language and complete the Five Frequency Wellness self assessment, you become eligible for a 30 minute Five Frequency B.E.-.I.S.M. WELLNESS check and ThetaHealing® mini-session for just $75.
This session offers a personalized introduction to 'Mindful Seeing'—a unique approach that integrates spirituality and science to foster self-awareness and conscious action. Discover how Kristin Geeslin’s extensive understanding of metaphysics and practical wisdom can support your path to peace, happiness, and authentic expression.
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